.Friday, October 26, 2012 ' 11:16 AM Y
Hello everybody !
Long time since I ever blog . What should I talk about ? Hmm...
Recently , I've started to write a book about 'My first love story.' It is based on what really happen to me and that I wants to share with others . I haven't completed it , it's almost done . People who had read say its very nice touching, sad and sweet . That is what I want to let others know that in a relationship , we will go through sweet and sad times . Not everything will be perfect . Sometimes there is also misunderstanding or quarrels .
Some people want a relationships so badly yet some people thinks single is the best . Being single means you got more option and freedom . When you're attached , you need to consider your partners feelings toos .
.Wednesday, September 12, 2012 ' 5:52 AM Y
Dear blog ,
Should I try to forget my past . Something that is no longer with me yet I'm still holding on. I should let go and give others a chance . A new relationship ?
When can I find somebody who can really love me , dote on me , take cares of me ?
Where is my Mr Right ? It's so hard to find a true love again. After being hurt , scare of being hurt again .
Somebody ask me to stop thinking of him .
Sigh really dont know what to do .
. ' 5:38 AM Y
Arghs , don't know what happen to me recently . Why everything must come back ? I thought I forget everything already ? Sigh , I know that after you know it's me . You don't want to remember the past or perhaps you just forget about me . I don't know why somehow I wish we still can remain as friends . I guess you got girlfriend already . I'm trying to forget everything and leave them as part of my memories .
Today , after school took MRT to find Lawrence . Stupid Jia Qin and his gay partner Augustine keep disturb us . Espically Jia Qin keep bully me. I swear one day I go learn Mauy Thai and confirm he die :D . Go to pizza hut . Mustaqium and afew people is doing ost . Lawrence say to treat me . Still lil pai seh . Until his friend call me go in . Lawls . Eat my lunch and then da bao for my Ahma . Then go home . Saw Yah Theng and Li Lu .
Reach home , watch tv , shower and use Handphone . Finish doing homework le .
Aww , he is sleeping I guess . Like a pig , always sleep -.- . Don't know why he like to sleep .
.Tuesday, September 11, 2012 ' 4:25 PM Y
Morning (:
I'm now in school . Feel so tired this few days nights . Hahs . Sleep early but yesterday night manage to stay awake and talk to Lawrence . Lawls , this few days didnt talk him cos I have been sleeping . Scare he angry with me . Hahs .
Yesterday , our F&B lesson change to CR1 . Which is damn cold can . And we got a new staff . Lawls . Quite fun . Did cleaning and oral questions . Standard I finish first :D . The air con inside is freaking cold somemore is raining and then I very clever still sit under the fan during recess . Well done .
Er Bo send me home . We went Ben bay house downstairs the kopitiam to eat . Had duck rice . Then go home . Daddy scolded ah boy for being rude and even throw the biscuit while me and Serena is eating dinner . Scare the hell out of us . And mummy cut her hair . Like freaking short sia . Her long hair can be my hair extension lohs . Until at night , daddy drive us home and say he never work .
Don't know later meeting Lawrence Arnot ? Lazy . Hahs . Hope Ms Shanthi don't give remedial today . At least start next week . I not sure to take up part time job ? And continue every week go dog walking . Sigh . Nowadays lesson so chim .
Having pe the first period . Waseh , daddy suddenly call me . Spot check sia . Lucky I 3pm dismiss .
. ' 9:06 AM Y
Dear blog ,
Falling in love is part of our life . Loving somebody and then let go and then try to forget . It takes a lot of time . We must be patient and give others chance to walk into our life . Now I'm trying real hard to forget about him . Yet another him appears . Sigh ): I long forget about him yet suddenly somebody look like him just appear . It's been years since I contact him . He is my xiaobaobei . Somebody who I used to talk to and like . Sigh ): I'm not sure he is the one . I'm scare to know the truth . But running away from the truth doesn't help . I hope one day he will tell me he is not the person i onced love .
Relationship is very complicated . 240907 is the day we started . A lot of stuffs happens to us . Break and patch afew times . But those obstacles make our love stronger and make us live each other more each day . Until the day my parents approve we together . Until I sick , you still come hospital and take cares of me . No matter how tired you are . But sadly I didn't appreciate of what you did . I say you neglect me and don't have time to pei me when I know you work to earn enough money for me to spend and to live a good life . I know you always think about me . But I'm too selfish , I never thought about you . You are already do tired le , I still pester you to come visit me and pei me . I got angry when you don't have time and never talk to me on phone or text me cos you are busy working .
Sigh ); . Sometimes I wish time will rewind . I will still choose to be with you . This month 24th if we are still together , it will be our 5 years anniversary .
.Friday, September 7, 2012 ' 9:38 PM Y
Afternoon people .
Let's talk about yesterday :D
Had great fun at Xuling's house . Had lunch at her house , play with her naughty hamster . It's damn cute . It can do stunt like climbing all around th cage . And it's Wen Hao 21st birthday so celebrate and ate cake . Then started rain heavily do wait for th rain to stop then went Lot 1 . Shop for Serena and Rong en birthday present . Meet Lawrence there :) He pass me my panda . So cute . It's a baby panda with a milk bottle and when shake it got sound .
Then saw Xuling they all again . So we had dinner at Sakae Sushi . Web Hao mum treat us . So eat until full . Tried the soba , Lawls don't like the smell . Ahahahahahas . Then train home cos i want watch my show . Got home 9pm just nice . Then 9.30pm bath and miss abit the show . But the ending very sweet . Mr Goh and Du Lao shi hold hands (: .
Then go to sleep . Not sure meeting Lawrence Arnot . He still sleeping I guess . And I want go cycling ):
.Wednesday, September 5, 2012 ' 8:43 AM Y
In so happy with my WPLN score .
For numeracy I got the highest in year 1 . I score 8 . For reading I score 6 . And listening I've got an 5 . Not bad . Was so happy Budhen two years 2 got 8 also . Little sad . Hahs .
Nvm , I did my best . Will continue study hard :)
. ' 8:42 AM Y
Hello peoples !
Long time since I've blog . It's one week holiday . So spending my time shopping and wasting money . Lawls . Bought a lot of clothes this two months . And watch 'Imperfect' with mummy on Monday .
Tuesday want Kkh to checkup , got blood test . Walao eh , got one boy infront of me big size scare of injection . Lawls . He was like screaming like mad inside , dragging the time and wasting my time , to just inject his hand -.- . Can't stop laughing when I saw him came out . He was complaining to his sister that is very pain . I think to me not pain cos I used to it le . Then his mother go scold him . Lawls . Scare what , only like ants bite . After that had breakfast at Long John Silver . Nice breakfast . Then go back checkup take Lrt home .
Can't believe I play bay blade with my siblings . Laughs :D . Then was so tired cos wake up early . Sleep for awhile . Wake up went downstairs play badminton , bought nasi lemak home then go home .
Today , stay home whole day. Only go out macdonald eat lunch cum dinner and bought some coffin cake and bought Jolly Shandy and Chocolate Vitasoy . So happy today . Cos Lawrence call to chat . And tmr they all coming back .
Panda is here in Singapore ! So happy . When November can see them . Hope my birthday can see them . As my birthday present :) .
I want watchStep Up Revolution . It's a nice movie . Friday meeting Xuling . Tmr not sure meeting Jonathan they all .
Okays going to sleep le . Nites Nites , sweet dreams everybody .
.Friday, August 17, 2012 ' 3:38 AM Y
Hello boggy , humans and darlings.
So long since I've touch and use the blog and and long time didn't write my diary also . Recently , wpln is coming so now studying and revising . So happy that I've pass my F&B (: now waiting to take my numeracy and literacy . After I get my 5 5 5 for listening , reading and numeracy . I shall get out of this school and go ite simei take beauty course (:
That Sunday got sun burnt as stay under the sun too long . And clever me put sun block to protect my face only . -.- . Miss lesli call me to put yoghurt or honey so wont have scar or the color different . Then JQ say put milk . I thought he disiao me only but it's true. Dots.
Suddenly very angry with Fadhil. I think he should be with sy . And I think he today waiting for her to dismiss . Can wait for her . Last time call him to wait for me also cannot , excuses a lot . Now even call me is also she never answer your call . If not , you wont even bother about me bah. Anyways, I also don't like player .
Amirul cut botak . Lawls. Like to touch his hair :xx
This Sunday not sure going expo hall arnot .
.Saturday, July 7, 2012 ' 11:12 PM Y
Today had Emergency Preparedness Day 2012 at Rivervale Plaza open space .
Micheal Palmer was here , took photos with him and shake hand with him (:
Saw NCDCC cadets there . They so cute luhs , don't how to spell people's name . Laughs , went around playing games and win prizes like paper , pens and file . Bought a ticket cost $2 and got some goodies bag . Got food ! Ahma play more games than me . Lawls . Although didn't win the lucky draws cos wasn't there when it started . Laughs , so even got also never listen . Not ours means not ours .
Today morning , Bryan message me . Finally its a morning . And maybe dad agrees me to go Pasir Ris to be a dog volunteer . Those dogs are people abandon dehs . Tiffany also will be going . So pei her . :D . It's from 9am to 12pm .
At facebook talk to Mr Chua and Miss Kwok and heard that she have left the school . But they all still remembers me . :D Cos I can't do my CCA as i'm sick and left my CCA and school at secondary 3half year .
Yesterday ask Fadhil a question . Never even wants to reply me . Sigh ): Never to trust anyone ...
